so here it is...3:00am

and i am awake in front of my computer. not by my choice but i was woken up. boo! its okay i think i need extra time to look at my homework and see how i will start to do this mess.

well i have to say that last week was really great. my boss was great. my kids were great. school was rough but as of right now... i think i may have it under control. whew i can now breathe. i was so stressed out over this.

june is going to be a busy ass month for me. lets see... summer at the library means more programming for me. i have lots of trainings to go to ! yay! i'm going to anaheim from june 26 - july 2. hot damn! i will have places to party while i'm there. then in july we are going to new york! just a weekend trip it might be fun. i was promised a shopping trip! yay! then in september i'm going to utah. i know it doesn't sound interesting but i've never been there.

ok i must get back to studying now.

ttfn

Summer is here.. Whoo..um not

yet again another two weeks has passed! wow what a rough few weeks this has been. lets see summer is now here which means that the neighborhood kids are off for the next 2 months. great that means i have to deal with them and their attitudes every freaking day. can you tell that i'm excited!? seriously i'm so not excited.

in other news, i will not say better news. just a little different news. my supervisor pissed me off so badly the other day that i almost quit my job. wtf! i don't know what i did for them to talk to me like i was a piece of shit. wow! i wanted to punch them in their face then stomp on their neck then kick them in the stomach. seriously. but i feel better now. it only took a little of my Malibu and pineapple juice cocktail to calm me down. i now see that the powers that be are testing me. making sure that i handle myself in a way that i can succeed at my job and not fail. so today i am better...even though the loathing that i have for my supervisor lingers in the back of my mind!

school is starting tomorrow. i think that i am actually happy about that. no more nights of being bored. i can study. {wow so utterly Asian of me to get excited over studying for school} at least the classes that I'm taking seem more interesting than last semester.

i have been reading so much information about 'popping out a child' that my head hurts. i know that i should be doing better if i really want this to happen. but people don't realize it takes some effort. i guess that I'm not lucky enough to be one of those women who gets preggo every time a dick enters their vagina. but i promised my friends that i will try harder and take all of the shit that I'm supposed to. you know it is most interesting to me that there are so many females out there that are having a hard time 'getting a bun in the oven'. so i wish all of the ladies out there good luck, happy sperm, and great sex!

ok enough serious talk. I've compiled a few of my favorite links for this week... dun dun dun!

Princess Melissa - such a cool chick
Funny or Die - self explanatory
Hoops & Yoyo - my favorite ecards..fucking hilarious
Pink is the New Blog - i love my celebrity gossip

wow has it really been 2 weeks

since i've blogged. wow these last 2 weeks have gone by so fast. what the hell!? alot has been going on. first i got 2 A's in my first semester of grad school. lets hope this streak lasts! yay. work has been just that work. i try not to stress myself about it. so i just basically show up and do what is asked of me. not much more. (okay i'm kinda lying i do much more but not too much more)

so i'm trying to go a little greener day by day. so at work i try my best not to waste paper. plus i'm trying to start the people at my job to recylcle. that will be so very tough. we waste so much paper at that place. its so sad but i will try my best.

it is kinda nice to have some money. let me not jinx myself... i might not have it for a while. lol

hopefully my stimulus check will come soon. i can pay down alot of things. get lots of things taken care of. i need to have surgery. in my mind i wonder how much that is going to cost. i really don't need any medical bills right now. i have too many as is!

and i need to loose weight. holy fuck i'm really overweight. so this week i will try my best to not drink sooo much soda and watch what i eat. whoo hoo!

gotta go get ready for work now.
(insert random cute pic here)

today was a good day - ice cube

so i think i can say it was a good day.

hmmm.. had a meeting with one of my bosses. it went well.

i looked at my grades from school... looks like i'll get an "A" in both classes.

(thats if i get good grades on my final project)

i tried my best not to complain today. i was doing good until people at my job pissed me off. but let me not dwell on that shit. i'll get upset again. btw when did grown women start behaving like they are in middle school.

geez louise! get a clue!

i ate lunch outside today in the beautiful 'san francisco' weather.

the doggie that i rescued is looking better today. hopefully his health will continue to improve.

well april is almost over. i hope may is as good as april was. yay!

^_^

wow insomnia is not fun

so its really really late...or really really early depending on who you ask. its like 1:00am cst. i can't sleep. i must have a lot on my mind right now.

well i kinda do. i'm nervous about taking some grad school classes over the summer. nervous about losing some weight. wondering how i'm going to increase my income.

but i will not complain. i can not complain b/c there are people out there who are worse off than me. i have no right to complain. i must deal with the situation dealt to me.

i'm not really feeling like going to work tomorrow b/c i think i may have fucked up. but what i fucked up is really not that serious. my boss is just being an asshole about it.

duh well. what can you do. nothing!

c'est la vie

mic check 1 check 2 check 3

so i'm at it yet again. starting a blog. hopefully this one will last more than a month. lol

i will try not to complain. just do better taking it one day at a time.

yay me!

^_^